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2009-03-06T23:00:00.003+08:00

I am listening to brandy's right here. havent been able to get it out of my head.

.. and i got Francesca stuck to two songs this week alone :D i'm so proud of meselff. Of course, the songs helped. The kinks' All Day and All the Nights was my best achievement of the two tho. I sang it to France, who sang it to Selvin, so sang it to her sister ! All three were stuck at a point. Four including me XD

Woo, i'm finally blogging. Dearest arda and famira, it really wasnt my fault at all. Blame the messy school for EVERYTHING! Arghh. Haha. but really, school was really a blob of messiness. With exams after exams, and extra classes, and failing subjects, and secretarial, and of course, the big mean KAWAD. btw, arda kawad comel gila! she scrunches her face XD back to MY kawad, it sucks. all but a shred of hope is left. But hey, there's a shred, the hope tat we wont embarrass ourselves tat is. but kawad is fun, SOMETIMES.

Today i had to do community service! HAHA. Life with Pn. Foo as ur pj tcher XD I miss my pj tcher last year, tho i fail to recall her name now XD but she was the coolest man. plus she got pregnant, so we only had a few months of PJ. Tat was cool, albeit unhealthy :( I got perkahwinan and sumbang mahram for my pj brochure. Haha, betcha Chan, my beloved classmonitor, picked tat specifically for me!

It was oral day for Rupinder's group:
- Rupin read my palm! haha, she said I dnt have a headline, or moral or standing or etc in life. haha, cause my left palm was missing a line. But act she's sort of right. I play by the rules when i want to, I cheat around when i want to. I'm a free spirit, not bounded by evn my own law. Shoot me, but i'm volatile + unpredictable just like tat.
- I'm a taurus this year. Gemini implied tat i'm spendrift and tat i should be saving more. BUT I DO SAVE A LOT! or, maybe not. Now tat i think abt it again, my cash box does seem rather emptier than normal. WOW! i should start paying attntion XD
-The name number thing Sharane did resulted to me being "independant" and "a potential leader" if i learn to stand on my own two feets. haha, too bad its too late for asrama now.

Sometimes i feel like I'm letting like the results of things i read abt shape me. But i take the good ones so, its fine i guess. I've always felt like i dont quite have a stable personality. Haha, i dnt knw if tats true or nt. XD

tat's all for today. love ya people of the world :D

HAVE A GOOD 2009!

2008-12-31T22:09:00.004+08:00

I am listening to blur - song 2.

It takes two to get me to blog. No, act 3, arda nagged yesterday XD

Tomorrow's a new year, and i aim to score 10a1s. HAHAHA.

The boy's been like a pail of ice cold water poured on the head, jerkingly awakening but preferably avoided. XD Like i don't know i love to procrastinate, that i'm lazy and i have a big ego. BLUEK!

Below are some stuffs stef, famira and i nominated and i pick for my New Year's Special :D

Best TV shows;
nominees:

House,
Chuck,
Reaper,
Jimmy Kimmel,
That 70's show,
God! Save Our King,
Gossip Girl,
Grey's Anatomy,
Criminal Minds,
90210,
Heroes,

Judge's Pick : REAPER
comment : Sock coooommmeeeeelll ! :D

Best Books;

Megan Meade,
Twilight Series,
Pretty Little Liars,
Mitch Albom's,
Does My Head Look Big In This?,
Peeps,
An Abundance of Katharine,
King Dork,
My Bestfriend's Daughter,
THE BOOK THIEF,
and others i cant recall.

Judge's Pick : ALL !
comment : Honestly, mana boleh choose :( all are good. except king dork. waaay to complicated for this pretty little head XD But, the book thief is good :)

Best Fiction Press Stories;
They're links, click if you're intrigued :D

Bookstore by Imaginary Parachute,
Equinox by Eire Rain,
Eulogies and Post It Notes Can Change the World! by Imaginary Parachute,
Everybody Hates Logan by Myrika,
Life Is Beautiful by arachibutyrophobia,
Plans And Distractions by smudged lines,
Remind Me Again Why I Tolerate School by fleur de l'est,
Sebastian Bear Invisible Pervert by hi-tanner85,
Seizing the Sky by Bleeding Air,
Sentiment Lost by Tijan,
Shut Up by Broken Typewriter,
Six Weeks With Satan by woodstock1969,
The Contract by Bleeding Air,
The Contract II by Bleeding Air,
The Matchmaker by StormDancer,
The Parting Exchange by Bleeding Air,
The Patriot by belle.nisce,
They Call it a Cliché by angels and effects,
Trouble Starts With a Q by Myrika,

Judge's Pick : SENTIMENT LOST!, Eulogies and Post-it Notes Can Change the World!, and SEBASTIAN BEAR INVISIBLE PERVERT ! :D :D
comments: JACE hot!! JAMES ST. JAMES is very cool!! and, SEBASTIAN BEAR, oh the sexy pervert ! :D

That's all for now. :D

post Jace

2008-12-22T16:45:00.000+08:00

Had just finished reading an awesome story on fictionpress by tijan, 'Sentiment Lost'. Honest to god, hands down, it was awesome! All 67 chapters of it are worth it. All my staying up and devotion to reading are so flipping worth it ! READ IT ! You'll understand my blogpost title if you do. Jace is so inhuman yet, there are flaws, endearing flaws, reminding you that he too, is human. Like us. And stef, i have no doubt, he's better than Edward Cullen. :D now i know u'll read it.

I'm obsessed with Jace Lanser. Damn.

So, anyway. Prom, I don't know what to say. Haha. Somehow I'd hoped it was more, spectacular if anything. But Akid and I were in the loveydovey mode. And it was good time. Love your dress, Stef ! Didn't say it before cause i was cursing myself on not finding it first. Hee. And, the DJ sucked. And, I have two left feet. XD

AND call me shallow, but it felt good to have people check you out. Haven't had that from anyone else besides Akid for a long time. Not that I don't appreciate his. But, i know i pump his blood faster every time. Haha ! Nothing dirty.

Yesterday, my uncle hosted a little family barbeque thing. AND, holy shit, of all days. It rained. no, scratch that. The clouds poured their holy contents out. But, the bbq was a success regardless. And we cousins discussed the pros and cons of twilight. 2 on the cons side, me included. XD XP

Despite having read sentiment lost which was very sentimental, some lost on me, some figured after doing my own thinking, I still have no other sentiments to share.

and yes, i'm still very much obsessed with Jace despite, quoting him, "I'm a guy, we find farts funny." And OMG, he referred to his ass as a machine ! A farting machine.

Jace Lanser, Jace Lanser, Jace ...

new blog for new beginnings.

2008-12-18T12:58:00.000+08:00

I'm thinking that maybe with a new blog, I'll be more semangated to blog. but somewhere in the back of my mind, i always know there will always be months when this blog will be forgotten and blogging be procrastinate.

But, I told Wan Nur Hidayah Zuhri, I'll start blogging again, I'm sticking to all I say from now on. Its really good to talk to her again. Reminds me what I was like the first two years of high school, I'm just so different now. Or, maybe, its just me who feels differently about myself.

I have a new dream ! I want to open a reading centre for kids and stuff their tiny little sponge-like absorbent head with wonderful lits. Both normal kids and dyslexics. Haha ! wondering where that came from ? I'm amazed and influenced by Roald Dahl's story about his literature teacher, Mrs O'Connor, in his story "Lucky Break". Quoting him, " She had the great teacher's knack of making everything she spoke about come alive to us in that room." Jeez, how cool is she.

Today, Dec the 17th, just got back from One Utama. Dress shopping, the result was not very impressive, but it'll have to do. XD BUT, i saw a guy in the Levi's store, who had the weirdest style. Get this, he tucked his shirt into his boxers ! 1. Who tucks t-shirts ? 2. GOD ! we do not want to see your boxers ! 3. Those boxers weren't even cool. AND, please people, do not pop your collars. Its cockishly disgusting.

Enough about today and toss me a phone that enables web surfing and a toot of sleeplessness at 3am, you will get a busybody Aisya who reads the emails of the boyfriend who incidently hates deleting old emails. :D and that got me to realise that Akid really, really loves using the word "wazza!" back in those flirting days. When i met him up for breakfast the next day, I told him about his then favourite word. "Wazza ? I used that a lot ? NO I DON'T !". Yang, we've grown so much together, haven't we. Yet, at the same time, gotten more childish.

I'm still thinking about new year resolutions, here are some that I've decided on changing :
1. Be More Disciplined - funny how this seems to top my resolution list every single year !
2. Be Less Self-Conscious

doubt those will be resolved. So, I'm adding another one:
3. Keep My Promises.

signing off now, LOVE YOU READERS :D